Cant sleep. Thinking about the entire day. Day started at 12noon for me. Got a call from bubun da about the room in c r park. Immediately rushed there. The entire day passed by searching rooms. Mean while messaged niti. She replied that it is tuberculosis but she will be fine. Got some relief after hearing that she is better and will be fine. Dont know how she is though. Her replies were very few and short. Also informed her that i got a new room in c r park, but got no reply. Seems like she is too busy or preoccupied. I hope she is fine.
After coming back home i started to realize the pain of leaving my friends with whom is stays for 8 long years. We were dining and suddenly i started crying. They were consolating me. Somehow controlled my emotions.
Today, i was also supposed to go to gurudwara, to pray for her but could not. I have to go tomorrow. I have to pray for her.
Just one more week with my room mates and then i will not be with them. Why do i end up having so deep attachment with people. I have to be stronger, emotionally.