Don't know what to write. Feeling very low. I surely have problem. Everyone says that I am very good. But when it comes to liking or loving, i am no one. May be i don't possess the things that girls look for or expect. Never got anyone whom i could love. I don't know what's the point in me being descent. I have started hating this descent image.
Can't even imagine my life without Niti. If she had got Faisal, i would have been rather satisfied that she got her love. Now, it is different. Neither she got her love, nor have i got her. One day she would get someone which will not be Faisal but that would not be me either. She will fall in love again. I can sense it. But, not with me. What problem do i have. Why can't i get her in my life. She has to get married one day and that person will not be Faisal. Then cant that person be me. God, help me to come out of this. Never want to get married after all these. I wont get married. Oh. Can't stay like this. Feel like killing myself.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
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