Sorry for not being so consistent in writing my blog.
Suffering from mental agony. A feeling of guilt, a feeling of regret. Something that I could have done, but I did not. Its my father's operation. Now I feel I should have gone for his surgery. He would have still been alive. I miss him a lot. I have made my mother completely alone though we are present but she would still miss his presence around her. My one decision has changed our lives altogether.